Christmas dinner and sleep ins....

It's time to take a short break from pondering my future and immerse myself in what really is just around the corner....

mmmmmm....

It's Christmas soon! I don't like to think about Christmas until we reach those dark December mornings but this year I gave in a little earlier.My reason might have been to distract myself from FINAL year or simply because I have taken up a festive and COLD job with Cork on Ice. Also, I may have succumbed to the Pogues and Mariah last week after one or two. Finally, I was in the presence of this Christmas miracle last week....

Holidays are coming!

Can anyone really blame me for giving in?!

The Christmas special sandwich in the student centre stood out to me the other day and now I may be slightly addicted to that turkey, cranberry and stuffing filled goodness. I really don't think there is any coming back now...

Project deadlines are nearing and the stress of applications is piling on but all of the above will continue to make the next few weeks bearable and worthwhile. Quite simply I couldn't give a hoot that I've given in early this year. Plus as my future is still very much undecided for the time being, who could possibly predict where in the world I will be resisting that Christmas feeling in November 2012. 

It's time to enjoy this time of year! Roll on the late mornings and turkey! I better go remind my mum to order it soon!

Don't forget to make a trip to Cork on Ice this year guys to have the craic this Christmas with me and feel free to entertain me on the slippery ice! ;) Check out www.corkonice.com

The confusion continues....

My life has been quite the rollercoaster in the last few weeks and yet I still haven't the foggiest idea what I want to do with my life. However I did get quite the insight into one of my options.

I progressed quite far in an application process for a very attractive graduate programme, so far that I landed myself in LONDON for an interview. Yes, I was ecstatic and proud of my progression but the thought of flying to London on my own for a very important interview frankly terrified me! Opportunities like this didn't come around too often though and I had worked hard to get to this application round so I had to take the bull by the horns and go for it!

I had done these types of interviews before but to refresh my memory, I visited websites such as http://www.measurability.ie/competency-based-interview-skills/ and http://www.brightwater.ie/career-planning/Competency-Based-Interviews.aspx (YES - that company from The Apprentice!) for help. I do wonder how people survived without the internet. Anyway, the usual STAR technique appeared everywhere and answer prep wasn't to difficult thanks to my summer placement!

Off I set at 6am in the morning in my business attire and small suitcase feeling very professional. Ironically, I bumped into some girls I knew heading to London for a birthday session and I did feel slightly jealous, but no! I was growing up so I tried to feel good about it! Found my way to the interview location (after a scary tube trip) 2 hours early so waited in Starbucks and revised my prep. I was distracted though by all the businesses and their employees rushing about around me probably working extremely long hours just to get a powerpoint perfected. Was this where I wanted to be??

My brain turned to mush after looking at this!

The interview went smoothly apart from "Can you tell me when you've convinced a senior stakeholder of an idea of yours?" to which I nearly had a heart attack in response to! I'm a student who has part-time work experience and an internship under her belt, not a professional who has dined and liased with chief executives and other senior representatives! I held my own though and no matter what the outcome, that day was a huge step for me. Yes I'm still confused but hey at least I'm trying to figure it out and possibly getting somewhere.

Security or Freedom?

As a final year business student who has very little interest in a career in accounting, tax or audit, I have found myself with little direction or help. A masters is a big fat NO for me as the life of paid full time employment during a summer placement has left me quite depressed in my life back as a broke student.

So I began my search with an open mind and anticipation. I typed marketing graduate programmes into the old reliable (Google). I was astounded at how simple this search actually was and how easy it could have been for the careers office to point me in the direction of all of these amazing graduate programs that appeared on my screen instead of endlessly promoting the famous milkround in my direction. Websites such as www.graduate-jobs.com, www.gradpool.ie and www.gradireland.com proved very fruitful.

Application and selection processes are long and draining but rightly so as potential salaries and benefits were beyond my expectations. If successful in any of these applications I could finally consider anything that was beyond my current financial constraints. The list is endless! Typically, my mind went into overdrive and it struck me that the idea of being tied to these programmes for 2-3 years terrified me. The well-known phrase 'life is too short' consistently comes to mind.

I want to travel, see the world and experience things I could never imagine. Do I sign the next three years of my life away to a company but gain invaluable experience and enjoy the feeling of financial security? Or do I live impulsively, move to Austrailia/Canada/New Zealand etc. but still crave designer shoes, a macbook and other luxury goods aswell as gaining very little experience in an area that I believe my career will eventually be in?

My brain has become mush again so I'm off to cinema to console myself with a large popcorn and the happily ever afters of Hollywood.